Part time job

I get a part time job on the internet.The work is about shop management.The operator is only 2 years old than me.But she has her own shop already,dealing in serious gifts and crafts.I am admired of her.Compared with me,she has herself career,more colorful life.While looking at me,nothing gains.Always changing the job for my unsatisfied.Now I thinking carefully about my job problem.I found maybe the biggest problem is me.I am not determined ,persisted to do one thing.How can this kind of person to be successed.No chance.Suddenly, I wake up and regret my bad dead before.I swear that will never happen again.I will have my own career in the new year 2010.